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guess I’m bored. Right now I’m not sure what to do….I should go to bed and sleep long.
Today was so hot outside. The trainride was a pain in the a$%. I was imagining all the other sticky people that were sitting on the same seat as I was sitting on. Uahh, ….sweat, and not just my own. So, summer is here.
This morning I was so tired. I had a class from eight to ten and then I had some free time, for like an hour. So since it was so beautiful I sat down on the grass and I fell asleep, maybe I was snoring? Then I had class again, and then I had to wait again for some friends, because we do a paper together. I fell asleep again….what a morning, I guess it wasn’t to bright to stop drinking coffee?….Well, now I’m bored and mad about not going out….yepyepyep…it’s still warm…hot in my room

mai went fast, didn’t it?…the semester is almost over. well, two more month, but that’s not long.

OH, I’m just writing bullshit.so have a good weekend..ya’ll…gnight

Today was nice. Accept the dentist appointment I had. But that wasn’t to bad either. This afternoon I went to the hospital. Marcus and me visited a friend. She has a baby since yesterday: Zoe, what a beautiful name. She was so tiny and so cute. I couldn’t take my eyes away from her. The rest of the day I had a big smile on my face….so tiny..tiny fingers..and little ears. Ohhhh, so cute. I want babys when I’m older..thats for sure.

Now I’m sitting over a lot of work that needs to be done for tomorrow. Oh, guess it’s gonna be a late night. ahuahu..tired *yawn*

On friday my friend Jojo and me went out. We just had one bag together and I think we were both kind of tipsy….well anyways, we got something to eat and sat down outside. We put the bag beside us..than after a while we wanted to go back inside and the bag was gone…damn. i just had my camera and cell phone in it..but Jojo had her keys and passport in the bag. The next morning we went to the police, nothing is gonna happen, but we felt better after we told the police. Never ever again this is gonna happen to me, I swear..I was so mad and sad. I started crying. i didn’t know what to do. Well, I cut off my cell phone immediately.
Now I don’t want to go out for a while. No more fun…Next time I’m not gonna take my camera with me and my cell phone.

I had a strange dream last night, well not very strange, but I felt strange after I woke up. I was in college, but not here, it was in the US. Mhh. Now it actually isn’t that strange. Well, everybody talked english, and i was living in a dorm with other people. Funny…well, I guess what was strange about it is, that I felt like I really live that life after I woke up..for like a second, but still.

Current music: Joy Denalane

Today Uni was quiet fun. I actually prepared myself for classes, did my homework. I discovered that it is a lot more fun when you’re prepared. So now I just have to get over my lazyness and the whole thing isn’t a problem anymore. I don’t feel dumb, my teachers don’t think I’m dumb, and I come home happy. Wow, well theory always sounds good, now I just have to change my style of learning constantly. No prob..hehe?!

Well, looks like at least one part of my life goes the right way, at least a little. The rest is actually not well at all. I miss hanging out with friends. During the week everybody is busy, so during the week I get so lonely. When I call up people they usually don’t have time or they don’t answer my calls!
No, I’m not mad..just get bored by myself easy.

Now I go get myself some grilled chicken and maybe some salad..yummy. Late lunch. If anybody likes to hang out with me tonight, please…because I know I will get bored later.

kisses to all my friends…

current music: Sanchez
current mood: inspired and hungry.

!!!!LIFE SUCKS SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!!!!

Ein paar Verse…..

“Es gen?gt nicht, Gef?hle zu haben.
Man muss auch f?hig sein, sie auszudr?cken….”

“Wenn man immer nur tut, was sich geh?rt, verpasst man den ganzen Spa?….”

Oh my, that was hard. Well now I finally get to pay my bills for the hospital. Anyway, that was really stressing me out…..I know nobody understands what I’m talking about right now..well doesn’t matter…I just needed to write it down.

Uni is still too much work. Everyday I walk into a copy shop and have tones of papers to copy…ahhhh, and to learn. There is no other way than sit down and read, and study, and learn…..don’t want to.

I’m so stressed..everything is stressing me out, and I have a nervous tummy…hurts. Oh, what can that be?! Well I know, but somebody else doesn’t, hehe….

peace