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On my way home from Uni today there was a woman, old woman sitting on the train and complaining about germany’s fucked up political system…like young people get some much money for doing nothing, they should go to work..and the old people don’t get anything…and she talked some more shit (and she was actually real loud, it was annoing)..and more, and then something about we builded up germany after the war..yadeyade…crazy old people…and then she said that her husband is german-american and she is moving to the states anyways…everything is better there…hehe….

Tonight was fun and sweaty…we had a performance. Soon we’ll have a website, today a photographer was with us shooting pictures….nice..I like websites….another link, link.

Tired, tired..up too long…I have to get up so early tomorrow..my parents flighing to finnland..midsommernight..or something…HOME ALONE.yepiee…

oh, I’m getting smarter every day. Today I bought two books…Kafka: die verwandlung and a book about Montessori pedagogy.

Ok….gnight now…

uhfff..I just read Harper’s journal:”that’s rough!”

unanswered questions

I just watched this very interesting report on tv about the 9/11 terrorist attack. Well, after this report I ask myself: was it really a terrorist attack or not? That’s basically the main question in the report. Really scary..the thought that it was the US itself…..

I have to take a shower and eat something and get some work done for school.

current music: the cure-just like heaven

I couldn’t believe it. I just got back from the grocerie store. On my way, passing the parking lot I saw a little kid, not older then one and a half, sitting in a car all by himself (sleeping). The unbelievablest about it was that the front window was all the way down…well otherwise the kid would have died from the burning sun!

I thought, is there a law in germany for that? I guess not…

Still shaking my head I went into the grocerie store….

When I came back I passed the car again..this time I saw three woman sitting down in the car..wtf..they were three persons leaving one kid..stupid people..so stupid!!! At least one could have stayed with the kid….

On fridays I always feel like a have so much to do on the weekend. And than it’s sunday and I feel like I got nothing done.

Well, today I cleaned my room…and I had an agumentation with my mom. I think I should move out soon. Maybe that’s the problem, that I`m still living at home. Since I was away from home for quite a time. Like two years. Well in Chicago I was living with a family, too. But it was different. And before that I was living with Marcus at his house. Oh my..i want to move out.

Yesterday evening was insane. First it started out that Nono and me went to this Midsummer’s Day party…yea..we didn’t know anybody and it was more like a private party. So we left..called Bruno. He was downtown with Sven and Katharina and Chris, so we met up with them. So then we all wanted to go to a different party . I don’t really know why we didn’t ended up there..we couldn’t find the way or the party was over, something, something…
Well we finally ended up at the Herculesberg..hip hop..outside…was good.
I then slept at Nonos place. It got bright when we got home….

Current music: mixed cd from harper
current mood: I’m such a slacker

Last week was busy. Lots of dance. I went to a hip hop class..t’was fun.
And I passed my first test at university..nice nice. I was so excited.

This is cute

This morning I got the ticket for http://summerjam.de . I’m so excited, it should be fun.

that was fun. My mom is going to this “lady’s fitness factory”, as you can see in the name: womans only. I wouldn’t actually care if boys are there. I wouldn’t mind actually ;-)! But yea, it was good. I need to workout. Even though I’m doing all that dance stuff. That doesn’t make me strong, or just some parts of my body. One thing more to do in a week, I guess soon I’ll stop sleeping, so I can do all that stuff.

I just read something pretty cool. It was a live journal, and she was making comments on her site about her friends without nameing them, so I want to try that too, here it goes:

1. wine and tofifee?

2. someday we’ll have breakfast again. I’ll bring the br?tchen….

3. what up, I miss your e mails….greetinxxx

4. summerjam
5. isomatte is ok. Someday I’ll visit you, someday soon I hope
6. your canada pictures are still here, oh and what’s with the movietheatre?

7. we need to go out more together. Karneval was so much fun….

8. :-*

9. policier!!! let us never lose a bag again.otherwise going out with you is fun!

10. “alle dann!”…i’ll take care of your tent like it’s my baby;-)

Ok, I know I missed lots of friends, sorry….and I’m not good at this “writting anonymous comments about friends”..guess I need to practice?!

gnight….

current mood: exhausted
current music: cat power-free

I think today was the first day in years where I really studied. I have a test in linguistics class next tuesday. So I prepared myself merely fair. But! I’m prepared. It should be ok.

More than ever I’m not really sure if that is the right thing for me.

Uni means:
-lots of lonely studying at home
-lots of lonely studying in the library
-sitting in uncomfortable seats in uncomfortable lecture rooms
-being poor
-no time for anyone
-copies, copies, copies
-math!!!

Maybe it’s the fresh air I missed today due to studying…that always drives me crazy. Well I thought about an alternative for uni. I might audition next year at an acting school here in Cologne. I always wanted that. Even if I don’t really have great acting experience….I should try?

current mood: ?
current music: nena-lichtarbeiter

ok, I got a comment for the picture of Jack Osbourne..it’s not my new boyfriend..it’s Jack Osbourne…just to make it clear..hehe..

Today I was lazy again, sounds like me, he? Well, I was babysiting this evening, and I finished my book “Die Judenbuche”..my first book from a list of 50 books I have to read in the next 4 years…oh my..and they are all kind of boring (RECLAM!!)

So I can say it officialy now, that I’m going on vacation this summer: CHICAGO! I struggled for a long time if I should go or not..but now I talked to my hostfamily I stayed with last year, so everything is set, I have my flight, and I think i don’t need a special Visa….upsi.

uhh..tired..good night.

Oh since yesterday I looovvee to ride a bike again. It’s nicer then those hot and sticky trains. And I think you’re even faster. So I have to get myself an old bike…old, so they don’t steal it…

current music: gentleman-journey to jah
current mood: happy