Archive for October, 2003

shower.

Wednesday, October 15th, 2003

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My shower broke. It sucked. I wanted to wash my hair, well I did, but it was difficult. Ahhh. It justb broke, I picked it up and bang, broke. Thanks you stupid shower. It was hard already, since you couldn’t hang it up anymore, you had to hold it while showering. Gotta get a new shower thingy.

Last night I had some weird dreams. One was about some burning city. I guess it was Chicago, since their was the lake and skyscrapers. And everything was burning. Then a man came by me and took me with him. The place he took me to was not burning. He gave me crackers or cookies or something like that. Dream ends.

The second was about Matiss and Harper. I was at their place. But their place looked different. The rooms had a different shape and there were different furniture. They were sitting on the table. NO, no. Harper was sitting on the table, Matiss was watching TV. Harper was sitting in front of two computers. They had a huge poster of themself on the wall. It was real huge. They had fancy clothe on, ties and such. I was their, but they weren’t talking to me. I think I was invisible. Dream ends.

Weird. Weird.

Tonight we’re going to see Ben Harper. I’m going with a bunch of friends. Will be fun. I didn’t know the music till a couple days ago. Just one song. So Kaya gave me some Cd’s of him and I was surprised, i like it, I’m excited about the concert. We’ll see…

need food.

bye

  

Monday, October 13th, 2003

Neuer Bericht von mir auf freshbeatz, vom Seeed Konzert. Reportz-seeed.

First day of the new semester is over. It was fun. It was more relaxed then last semester. Last semester I had no clue where to go, which room, where to sign up for classes. I was scared of all the people and the full rooms. Well today was fun. I have an online class (prose composition). The teacher is cool, I might also have here in verbal language skills, she is american, which is so nice, because then I don’t have to hear so much annoying british oxford english, which I hate, ahhh, can’t stand it.
So, yea. good day.

current mood: fortuned
current music: ben harper

  

Sunday, October 12th, 2003

The new semester starts tomorrow. I should have gone to bed hours ago, so I’m not all crappy tomorrow. I guess I will…alas. Then I just need a buddload coffee.

pics here.

current music: Stacie Orrico (hahaha, sorry, some musical irritation)

night.

  

Wednesday, October 8th, 2003

Last night I wanted to get up and watch the cubs game on pay per view. Chicago time 7.15pm, Cologne time 2.15am, fuckin early, late. Whatever, i taped it. So I sat down this afternoon to watch it and fell asleep. Mhh. Well, I have it on tape and I will watch it someday. Did they win?

I’m reading four books right now:
Daniel Goldhagen-Hitler’s willing Executioners
Michael Moore-Downsize it
T.C. Boyle-A friend of the earth
Irvine Welsh-Acid house

I should do math instead, stupid, stupid math.

  

Monday, October 6th, 2003

“Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity!”

Great statement. Love it. I have it from some guys shirt in TV. It looked like he drew it on their by himself.

I went to the gym today. I’m now supposed to go there three times a week. So don’t cross my way when I’m angry at you, I’ll be strong as hell!! Haha.

tired.

  

Sunday, October 5th, 2003

yesterday night was fun. We went to see Seeed and General Degree. Even though we arrived real late, we were able to get a good spot alomost right in front. I took some pics, which is allowed in concerts. But I also taped some small videos. So a security guy so me doing it. He was on the first floor, so he was shackin his head and waving his arms around. I was afraid that he is gonna take my chip card away. Whatever, he didn’t. Afterwards we went to the aftershow party. Jojo and me were real tired, so we had a coffee at like 1.3o in the morning, funny. I never had a coffee at this time of the day. It helped.
Here are some pics. And here (afterparty, beat down babylon)…..if you real good in finding a needle in the hay you might see me a couple times.

Current music: Black Eyed Peas-Elephunk (not as good as Bridging the Gap!!!)
Current mood: balanced

  

Which personality disorder do you have?

Saturday, October 4th, 2003

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well, here is mine…
what’s yours?

  

Wednesday, October 1st, 2003

math is just pissing me off so much. This whole thing is just so fuckin complex, I don’t even know where to start. What to learn. It scares me a bunch. I guess the only thing that could help is learning. Yea, right. Who has time for that…?

So when i got out of math class this morning I got a nice message on my cell from Maja. She asked me to meet up today, so we did. it was fun. We bought a bunch of candy and rented the movie “Moulin Rouge”, which by the way is a really insane but beautiful movie. I like it, when the lyrics of a song matter. Like the words, you know. They sang a whole bunch of love songs in the movie. In the end i almost cried, but I kept saying “be strong Miriam, don ‘t cry, it’s just a movie”, so that helped.

Now I’m really tired. The last couple of hours I was working on something top secret. Just keep visiting my site and you will see soon….

current mood: my back hurts!
current music: no music, headache