dizzy.
Monday, November 3rd, 2003I don’t feel that good. Yesterday I went to a ballet performance from my old ballet school. It was weird, because that was the first performance I was not performing. Well, there was one, but I was in Chicago. So it was far away. But it was weird, just sitting in the audience. During break I went backstage and said hi to everybody. I was sad. I think about starting again, but the week only has 7 days and every day has 24 hours. So, with other words, no time for ballet. Damn.
Well, since yesterday I don’t feel good, I get dizzy, not just once in a while and it goes away, yesterday it was so bad. I went to bed at nine and was hoping it will be gone in the morning, but it was worse. This morning I was dizzy and I had a stomach ache. But I had to go to Uni for that one class, so I went and i even went to half of my math class and then I left and went to my doctor.
So apparently my fall from last new years left some marks, I knew that, since my ear felt weird since then. So my first spondyl of my spin right by my neck(cervical vertebra) is a little tipped to the side. So that what makes my ear feels weird and what causes my dizzyness, sucks. So he cracked my head, turned it left and right and such, he is a chiropractor. I feel better now, but I want it to go away, and not having it chronical. Well that’s not what he said, but it sounded like that’s gonna be my problem now once in a while, great.
my mom’s 50 birthday is coming up. I have to admit that I have actually no clue for a special supa dupa present, I mean yea, I have some ideas but they are good for a 49th birthday, but 50…dayum..that has to be a really GREAT present!! Maybe I can write a poem and say it out loud in front of our family..haha, she doesn’t like that, she told me. Ahhh, think miriam..think.
current music: beginner-gustav gans
current mood: dizzy.