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I bought tickets for the MIA-concert in december. I’m excited to go. I heard the concerts are fun.

I think I have a quarterlifecrisis.
This is exactly how I feel. I think I have to change school. It´s a year now since I don´t really like what I´m doing. And very often when I´m at school, I feel like I don´t belong here. Those people (other students) are all so different from who I am. I just need to do something else. But it´s quite hard to “give up”. I studied for 4 semesters now, and I don´t think it´s good to have something unfinished in your resume.
But I´m just so damn unhappy with what I´m doing now. Yesterday I cried for like an hour. I think it´s time to do something else…
In retrospective now I think it was wrong to fill out the university application while I was still in Chicago. I wasn´t really doing some serious thinking about it. I just looked through it for 5 minutes and then took the subject that my family wanted me to study and not what I wanted to. To be honest I think I didn´t really know what to do and still don´t…

mood: unhappy
music: Kaya playing guitar

So this past friday was the 2Raumwohnung Konzert. It was fun. We were standing in the first row. And when they played “sexy girl” they wanted some girls on the stage to dance. Inga Humpe asked us to come on stage. she was like “Maybe you two?”. But we didn´t want to, but it was cool that she asked us and the rest was just basically attacking the stage.
On saturday was the “Lange Nacht der Kölner Museen” and we had some performaces in the Sport and Olympia-Museum…it was fun.

Uhps..I gotta go…

Why Bush??? I don’t understand. Oh well….I think it’s all a big fake, this whole voting…fake.

Makes me sad.